Looking for women who are going though menopause?

I'm i to young to be going though menopause i'm 52 and can't get this feeling of no period but have all the signs of bad pms or pre-menopause bloating weigh gain my are so sore for 2 weeks now its crazy.aches and pains in my legs,back,cramps,but no period for 2 months now and no i'm not pregnant had tube tied years ago and the moods are wild. sad. .crying, bad bitching at my grown child and husband i just can't stand myself i just feel so uncomfortable with my body not happy at all.So any women feeling like this please tell all.